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My wife left the other morning with her friend (and "upline," in MLM lingo, as, if you've lived in Utah for more than an afternoon, you are no doubt aware) to do a convention in the Midwest, which also corresponded with the baptism of an old high school acquaintance of hers who reappeared on the scene six months ago and announced that, because of my wife's example and influence way back when, she wanted to learn more about the Church. I dropped of the MLMers off pre-dawn at SLC and they exuded energy and optimism as they entered the terminal schlepping their wares. The parting image of my wife was of her butt, now dramatically slimmer (for obvious reasons) than in the closer aftermath of the birth of #4 early last year, fitting somewhat firmly and generally snugly in the yoga pants she prefers to travel in. So I've had that image in my mind for a day or two, and imagine it's a good thing that it stirs in me feeling of desire toward her, the first I've felt (with the exception of our anniversary weekend) in quite some time.

Tonight we were talking, she updated me on last night's baptism and today's busy convention. At the end, I told her I hoped she was enjoying her time away from all of us and that I was looking forward to seeing her again. She made me repeat the "seeing her again" part, then she said she loved me. I said, "Really? That's interesting, and mildly surprising. Why?" She said things don't have to be perfect for her to love me, and noted that she's been wearing the necklace I gave her for our anniversary. I wasn't ready for sincerity, so I responded that I've been thinking about sex today and there's nobody around with whom those ideas can legally and lawfully be manifest physically. She asked, "Does it all have to be about sex?" "Not all of it, but lots of it." "Then maybe you're just going to need to go and break the law." Which was an interesting concept, and odd to hear. Before our conversation, I'd been looking at mountain bikes for the kids on ksl.com and then craigslist. Without hesitation, I clicked on "women seeking men," just to see what was there but without (famous last words) real intent. I think I'd been there once, many years ago. It was interesting. Found several along these lines:

sexxy girl interested in no commitments partner 29 (Millcreek)
Date: 2011-04-01, 7:48PM MDT
I broke up with my fiancee Tuesday, at the moment I'm simply looking for a man to hang out with and have a fun time. Definitely not trying to get into another relationship, but I do require a great screwing. I am an desirable lady, pic for a pic.

Doesn't seem like it would be too difficult to "go and break the law," if one were, at long last, really set in that direction. Today I'm not set in that direction.

I read the BofM with the kids over breakfast this morning, and we had family prayer tonight before they went to bed. Both of them firsts for me in a long, long time.