Today's our anniversary
We'd failed to do something for it (not for lack of trying; and Fri night she wanted to go to bed), didn't even mention it to each other until about 3 this afternoon. "BTW, Happy A," I leaned over to giver her a kiss, she backed away and looked at me quissically. She was right.
To celebrate, yesterday I selbstbefried'd first ime in X?
EQ - fall of Adam, talkking about upcoming P conf @ Little Am, Satan temps when not with spouse or Companion;
Came home, sang "lullabye" (Not as beaut as BJoel's -- check for prvs reference) to new kid, my own words were that he would most likely have the fewest memories of me of all the kids, that my involvement in his life would largely be child support, and unlikely I were around when he started kindergarten. Not sentimental; factual. Like my drive the other night, the mere utterance of these words seems to compound the power of the sentiments behind them.
walked with wife this eve, mostly to talk about whether we should buy house, I think topic should have been whether we should be married. RElayed "companion" message - can't remember last time I felt we were companions. Roomates? Biz partners? Joint tenants? Adversaries? Yes' companions? no.
Suggestions? Chemically castrate me so not intrested in physical relationship with you or any othe rwoman for that matter, would make things a lot easier.
Park - tennis player right past our eldest son.
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